I am sorry.

I know that I really messed up.
But things continue to move forward,
and I cannot fix what has already been done.
I don't know that things will ever be the same -- or ever be right again,
but I will have to learn to accept that.
Everything happens for a reason.
I will continue to tell myself that. 

I am sorry for lieing.

I am sorry for selling you out.

I am sorry for not being there when you needed it most.

I am sorry for expecting the worst, looking for the bad, and only seeing the negative in you...

I am sorry for not keeping in touch.

I am sorry for not making an effort to see you.

I am sorry for not telling you enough how much I care about you.

I am sorry for forgetting the most important things.

I am sorry for being fake.

I am sorry for getting you in the middle of things.

I am sorry for talking behind your back.

I am sorry for not seeming to care about what's going on in your life.

I am sorry for not listening when you need someone to listen.

I am sorry for not calling you back.

I am sorry for wasting your time.

I am sorry for not realizing that you have always been there for me.

I am sorry for trying to be funny and hurting you with words and rumors.

I am sorry for not following through.

I am sorry for continually breaking my promises to you.

I am sorry for not appreciating the things you have done for me.

I am sorry for being rude and starting lame arguements and fights.

I am sorry for pushing all of my problems off on you.

I am sorry for being selfish, not everything is always all about me.

I am sorry for not making time for you.

I am sorry for losing touch with you and not trying to fix it.

I am sorry for not trusting that you were telling me the truth.

I am sorry for not helping you when you needed it.


I am sorry that I forgot how to love.

                    Tommorrow is another day... just you wait.